-Tuesday, February 09, 2010-
Chinese and chem test today! Quite hard for me and don't think I did well.. But not that bad I suppose haha.
No time to blog much, having homework to do now also lol. And I played soccer till quite late today so yea D:
-Sunday, February 07, 2010-
Finished all my physics homework! Time to study for Chinese and Chemistry test hahah(:
Talked to Shen Yang about BSC. All the happy memories.
Talking in dorm.
Standing at the corridor to talk crap.
Scolding each other during bathing.
Junhao and Bohan in the snow.
Going the great wall and I carry all his stuff in my bag
Getting scolded by him when climbing the great wall for running off with his bottle
visiting different places
Bringing huge boxes of drinks and food from the canteen back.
Decorating our class for christmas.
Planning for christmas party.
dancing for christmas party.
Never wanting to leave my hands in the air to catch a cold.
Playing with the snow
Falling sick once(slight fever)
watching movie with my room mates.
Always going over to Room 12 to play card games.
Random thoughts. The list just goes on( and they're not in chronological order)
Also gossiped a bit haha.
However, I'm facing some trouble now... Don't really wish to share it. It just like suddenly hit me. Maybe next time when I feel like it bah.
It's already 11pm. Time to study for Chinese test and sleep. Tomorrow's Week 6. Jiayou everybody!
-Friday, February 05, 2010-
Today is a HAPPY DAYY!! haha! (:
Woke up with swollen eyes at 3am, dam scary lahh :O it's just like my eyes super super dryy. So I wet a small hankerchief, put it over my eyes and went back to sleep. Lucky it sort of got much better after a nap in the taxi(:
Had normal lessons, finally got to speak once during IHC lesson :D and understood more of chemistry. Literature was quite fun too :) and the school hours ended with a meeting with Mr. Su and a sharing of my life now o.o
Nevertheless these were rather slack lessons I guess haha.
Training was dam FUNN and memorable! heh. Had muster parade at 3.00pm, I had some minor mistake but I HOPED overall it was still okay. It's been some time since I shouted, so my voice is kind of hoarse now lol. Then we had Part Training, U check, did 160 pumpings:D and had drills, cheered, took and spam photos, and marched back. It ended kind of abruptly in the end but I guess we still had fun!
After that changed and go student lounge order McDelivery for 20+ ppl, play table tennis, pool, some played soccer lol, and all while blasting music with the speakers.
Lol might seem somewhat normal, but it's been some time since I enjoyed such times haha. Though I had to take taxi back to avoid being scolded by my mum for reaching back home late...
Okay, now it's time for 阅读心得 again :OO but to do well, we can't just expect to 不劳而获, so I guess I just have to do it and ultimately improve!
-Thursday, February 04, 2010-
A lot of things just not going the way I want to recently.. Haiz I seem to always be harping on it.
First of all the Math Test, which I mentioned already. Shan't talk about it.
Next, is homework. The homework I never do somehow just always get checked, and I, by accident absent-mindedly, forgot to hand up those I did.
Many tests next week.
Along with some other issues and things that I don't wish to mention.
It's many, many these kind of small things that when added up you just realise are all going against you. Initially, you might have felt very determined, to fight and persevere and tackle these problems one by one. Sometimes, before you finish handling one another comes, and you feel more of the "challenge". But when too many challenges come, some can handle it, but I can't I suppose, so I end up not tackling any problem at all. Or a nice way to say slack, except the latter with a negative connotation.
Thought about all this on the bus trip back home, then thought about moments when such troubles were momentarily forgotten.
Come to think of it, there were only that few scenerios.
The four-hour NCC trainings twice a week, that no matter how tough it was it was definitely a place for me to forget about all this. This is something I'll never forget, hopefully in a long, long time..
OB Sabah- 11 days of fun! No doubt(:
YoReCa- Meeting people of other schools for 4 days to learn about some form of resilience.
And of course,
BSC, where for a whole forty days I had none of such to remember. Yes, there was homework to do, but somehow the relaxed feeling just kicks in and you finish your work without such worries. Probably there is less pressure for me, so I tend to think less about this.
...This is no wonder why the feelings most hated is when such events end and everything comes back to you.
On a side note, I hope I'm not becoming too paranoid. It's just part of me to be a little over-sensitive I think, and that's not a good thing DDD: It's time to re-think whether such stuff should really be kept, because after all the cons is kind of starting to outweigh the pros.
What a random day to think about such random stuff :O
-Wednesday, February 03, 2010-
Was back quite late.. Played table tennis and pool at the student lounge with the Part Cs!! haha so kinda wasted a bit of time.
Recently read a few people's blogs... not really unexpected lah but it's just like more and more people are being emo on their blogs.. Not going to comment whether it's a good or bad thing lah, but I guess people are treating their blogs as a place for more and more reflection!! The different sides of them are really unique I guess, it's like you will never expect the person you know, the person you see in school, to be ever like that. But at the same time, you don't carry any sense of doubt at all, for you know everyone has an emotional side to them.
Hence I guess when I read their blogs it just doesnt really shock me, but rather give me another opinion about themselves. I wonder why I'm not like that :O it's like the number of emotional posts I have aren't really near their amount LOL. Perhaps it's just I don't always have the habit of posting what I think up.. except occasionally when I really do have the time.
Whatever the case, (if you're reading), cheer up kay!! I know there's like lots of troubles and burden that has knocked on our doors and many many unknown upcoming. But sharing it with someone will help I guess..
Okay, that's it. This post isn't directed to anyone in particular lah LOL, just if you're reading and it applies to you then its mere coincidence(:
-Tuesday, February 02, 2010-
My 211th post! Nothing compared to lots of ppl haha.
Just read Shen Yang's blog, and felt a tince of emo-ness in every post D: somewhat really contrary to who he really is in school.. I mean yeah I know he does emo occasinally but it seems its like an everyday basis looking at his blog.. )): Hope he cheers up over time (: and go on with happy happy posts haha.
Today was a long day at school, as usual. The 3rd day dismissed after 4pm in 3 weeks. Wrote 作文..omg lah I think we're going to write something like this once a week because our o level higher chinese is coming. IHC, English, Recess, CSC, Physics.. everything seemed very normal. Occasionally I would still relate this to BSC, like exactly at this time what would I have been doing.
When it's lessons here, it was 课间操 in Beijing. When it was lessons in Beijing, it was recess here, and when its lessons here, its lunchtime in Beijing.
When school ends, it's time to go home here. When school ends there, it's time to slack and use comp and wait for dinner time in school.
When its 9.30pm its time to have reached home and slack, and bathe, and prepare to sleep. When it's 9.30pm here it's time to slack and chiong homework later on/do homework if we're hardworking.
At 11pm there it's a time to talk to your dormitory mates, to slack. At 11pm here, it's time to continue with your homework when you feel sleepy.
Such are just but the minor differences between the normal lifestyle in Singapore and Beijing, and I guess all that's possible in Beijing is really cos how close we are to our friends. Making a friend has really never been so easy. Just by staying in the same room as Zhi Rong and Shen Yang, I knew them well in one week. Just by going for fieldtrips together and slacking during study session together, I knew almost everyone in BSC.
Okay, it's time to stop thinking about such differences. Back to reality and the number of tests upcoming! Hopefully I have an improvement in MSG from last year, though a C6 isn't exactly a very good start)):
At least I still have NCC to look forward to hahah. Several things still can cheer me up and make me forget such troubles temporarily!:D
-Monday, February 01, 2010-
New Year, New Start
It's been half a year since I blogged! haha. Decided to do so since I've the feeling and inspiration to.
shan't harp too much I guess, will only talk about the more significant events :D
7th December 2009- 16th January 2010
BSC must have been like one of the most fun things I've experience in HCI. Spending 40 days overseas alone is already something worth looking forward to, but the field trips, the time we slack in the classroom, the dormitory time etc. etc really helped to make it more memorable! I was in 翱翔class and I THINK in my honest opinion our class was the most bonded lol (Not relating anything to me being chairman). That really helped when we went for outings cos we somehow just gathered a liking to camwhore ><
Anyway, it might seem weird blogging 2 weeks after the event, but I guess it was really that memorable, to the point I can still remember it now. The pictures also helped to shape a vivid memory of the events that happened:)
BSC, in a way also let me see things in a different, different, unique light. I still remember myself pondering over the aim of studying last year. What was the point anyway? However, after BSC, I realised the primary objective of a student was to study. It was in essence the best way for us to prepare for our future. Even though what we study might not help in the end, but who knows? It might, and one can never really be in know of everything. Studying also helps us in gaining extra knowledge, so I guess I should just study and do my best this year. I don't want to waste 4 years of my high school not accomplishing anything...
24th January 2010
We had our first aoxiang outing! Quite fun lah haha thanks Mindy and Meiying for writing cards for me(: and Pingshuang for writing for me wayyy before my birthday back in BSC ((:[So don't feel sad okayy!] That was quite nice time spent I guess..
25th January 2010
Happy Birthday to me! I am officially 16 yrs old haha and I still ate a cake with my family haha.
29th January 2010
Thanks Part C'09/Part D'10 for surprising me with a birthday celebration! Honestly I thought the acting was super super real :D and I even got scammed by TY till the very end! Haha whatever the case is thanks for the apples and coffee cake! Really appreciated it.
1st February 2010
OMG my first math test, or first test of the year and I got C6 when i expected A2): guess shouldn't be too disappointed and instead work harder!
So that's all the important events that happened so far. I hope the next few ones is when I do well LOL and for cny perhaps(:
