-Sunday, February 28, 2010-
Yesterday morning, 6.45am. Hwa Chong Institution National Cadet Corps Freestyle Drill Squad made their way to NCC headquarters to take part in the annual Freestyle Drill Competition. At 1.30pm, we managed to attained 4th in the West District. Considering there was not much knowledge imparted to us, it was something we're quite proud of haha. So I was kinda happy, and a little kind of sad too that we're not the top 3.
Then, we went back to school and had AC Selection Test. This was like my most unprepared selection test LOL. And I waited for like till 5pm and I haven't eaten anything besides breakfast at 6am haha. So I was feeling sian and slept. Then, I went for the selection test, feeling nervous. Finished it with some mistakes, haiz but well, I tried my best haha.
Today, I went to Macs early in the morning for breakfast. I dunno why but the place felt so clean and the atmosphere like super peaceful LOL. Made me feel carefree, that all my troubles were gone. Cut hair and went back home. Decided to sleep at 7pm for awhile, then my sister kept disturbing me lah wth. Put her books around the sofa lol. So I woke up at 8pm with a pissed mood.
Lol so yeah, all the many different feelings I had felt over the weekend. I guess now I should be happier cos tomorrow is e-learning HAHA.
*Chinyee
- 8:33 PM ♠
-Friday, February 26, 2010-
*Chinyee
- 10:37 PM ♠
-Thursday, February 25, 2010-
After that changed into No. 4 and practised our fsd awhile and go HQ to try out march in and out.
And I found out that I was seriously a dam dam dam dam blur person! In preparation for today's test, I read the timetable for the WRONG DAY OMG. Cos it was a half day so I didn't count it as a day. After 8 weeks still reading timetable wrongly leh walao. And I thought IHC test was SBQ. wth is this lahh lol-.-
As if that wasn't enough, I never realised these 2 until today. omgg I can go die alr. Assembly was slack(: and physics test was a killer. IHC was okay I guess. and there goes all the tests for this term YAY.
slacking awhile now. time to do ace later! (:
*Chinyee
- 6:38 PM ♠
-Tuesday, February 23, 2010-
Despite the fact they kept calling me retarded and laughed like shit LOL.
Firstly: To Mindy and Shenyang
Lol! Dunno why quite random they just suddenly wanted me to dedicate something to them. And Mindy wanted them together lol so yea. It's been almost 3 months since I really know you all, and I do read your blogs okay! Don't ever stay or be emo because there's many things to look forward to! For example, I can brighten up your life, and vice versa lahh okay. Don't be sad, because:
And most importantly like Mindy's blog "Don't forget to smile! (:"
Familiar right.. haha.Okay, I suck at this LOL, so don't expect me to come up with something as nice as PPS's. But still(: Hope it makes you happy! haha.
To: Vanessa
Lol! Okay since you said it, you are the coolest sisterxzxzxzxz I have lah okay! :D hahas.
To: FSD
Jiayou okay! Tomorrow's our rehearsals. Let's put up a good show on Saturday! ((:
*Chinyee
- 11:00 PM ♠
-Monday, February 22, 2010-
Today was a memorable day!(:
School was a normal day at first, although our side lost the debate with the motion "Obama is good for the world", but well at least I know our team tried our best(: My biology got C5, and a mark to B4 is currently being considered by Mrs Koh. Maybe I should like buy her lunch these few days or smth LOL.
Waas "being an asshole" like Junda said on msn cos I kept disturbing him because
After school, went to Science Centre, and saw Ms Ong. This was the 2nd time I saw her since BSC, first time being CNY. Talking to her just reminds me about everything in bsc, how she took care of us all the time, reminding us to bring our cards, extra clothing, how cold it is, taking part in birthday parties with us. She was super friendly lah haha seriously, and I think she's the first and only teacher to date which I had ever been ego to, because I'm comfortable talking about such jokes with her. Take note being ego are all jokes, meaning all not true haha. She asked me about some updates LOL, and it dawned upon me how long it had been since BSC. While I might have been starting to forget certain things, I will somehow never forget that BSC made up a happy part of my life haha. The wonderful thing is that it doesn't make me emo about life now, but rather it makes me happy knowing I've gone. Even though there're March batches, May batches, October batches and December batches, I'm still really glad having been given the chance to go. It was definitely fun haha.
Went back to school and had FSD training. Still had quite a bit of problems. 2 trainings left, come on man let's do it. It may a new thing, but let's put in our best efforts(: 27th February, here we go((:
*****
Okay, this part is dedicated to Pingshuang, cos she dedicated a bit of her post to me, so I shall do the same.
As requested: Thanks a lot for making me blog again lah okay! Haha :D
No pic of us okayy haha, if not you say I copy you again.
Don't ever be disappointed with yourself again okay. Pick yourself up and do things with an aim in mind! Most importantly, like what you said to me,
and stay happy :D
Rmb the familiar quote I posted a few days ago?
You'll never see the rainbow if you keep looking down.
I remember it to this date okayy haha. So it goes to you too. Start looking up, and you know you can do it(: I know you can do it too haha.
***
Okay Math Test tomorrow. Jiayou Chinyee(:
*Chinyee
- 10:11 PM ♠
-Sunday, February 21, 2010-
*Chinyee
- 9:59 PM ♠
-Saturday, February 20, 2010-
YAY It's Saturday!!! Haha. Haven't been posting for the past 4 days.
Wednesday - 17/02/10
Nothing much except English Test and training. omg I kinda didn't do that well lol. Hopefully I get a decent score (:
Thursday - 18/02/10
2nd longest day of the week.. Had my bio test which I lost some marks again. Quite sian lah lol every time right after a test I know I lose some marks not really helping LOL.
Friday - 19/02/10
FRIDAY! I got B4 for my chinese omg lah shit man my MSG this term's going to be sky-high or smth. Like wtshit lah haiz. Had training and play soccer.
Today - 20/02/10
Today went school early in the morning for Ironman Competition heh. Right from the start, we are the top 20 teams, because there were only 20 teams participating LOL. The atmosphere was quite intense, especially at the time of judging after every roundd.
Task 1 was to build this transporter to transport styrofoam balls to this box. Despite having 110 minutes of planning and building, in the end we got a total score of -12 LOL. But points never go negative, so.
Score after Round 1: 0
Task 2 was to solve this 7 x7 Magic square with the many different kinds of questions, with a time penalty at the time of submission. Not sure what score we got lol but hope we did well. 55 minutes were given.
Task 3
2 hours were given to build this ballista and shoot this projectile( Mentos Sweet) onto this target area. After thinking for 2 challenges by this task we were like dam tired, sleepy and going to die LOL. But still, we kinda slack a bit work a bit and finally managed to come up with something rather decent like this:
LOL nvm can't see clearly but just know it can flyy (: We got 2 on the target area out of 3 !
Hopefully we make it into the semi-finals lol.
Next week's Math, IHC and Physics Test omgg :O Come on man let's do it well haha.
****
Anywayy, this song's melody to me is really nice haha. If you don't like paisehh LOL.
这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉 已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配
*Chinyee
- 10:01 PM ♠
-Tuesday, February 16, 2010-
Woke up at 9.30, and went back to sleep LOL. Woke up at 11 later on and decided to do homework instead of using the comp for once. Then randomly my family decided to go out for lunch and cycle, so we did :D
I didn't enjoy it as much as I should though, cos I actually left the whole afternoon for studying. So i KINDA feel bad for like just going and giving a little dao look during cycling. But at the end I guess it was also good to relieve stress before the huge school burden comes knocking on my door tomorrow. Also, when I'm cycling with my family I would think about bsc, where we just on the spot decide to go somewhere without our parents. I'm not saying I hate them, I really love and appreciate them for all they've done. It's just it's a totally different, unique feeling. But oh well...
Now I'm home, scrolling around smb, email and blogs. A lot of feelings at different blogs actually haha but nvm won't share here.
Do you know what's worth fighting for, when it's not worth dying for? - 21 guns. I hope I know.
*Chinyee
- 6:30 PM ♠
-Monday, February 15, 2010-
Went to my cousins' house in Punggol and sang old songs with a microphone there haha! Once again, going there made me realise that I am really someone living under the stone. They seem to know a lot, and I know so little. Just stating here briefly what I want to learn. This list has been ongoing for some time already, and it's quite random haha.
I want to learn:
How to play the guitar
How to play more pop songs on the piano
How to play tennis
How to play mahjong
and some other things I can't remember for now haha.
watched 大兵小将 today also haha(:
*Chinyee
- 11:34 PM ♠
--
Not sure why, but it seems like I'm not the only one who feels the atmosphere, the happiness of CNY particularly this year isn't there. I mean, it's okay if you're the only one, but when you see there are a few others like you, on the same year losing interest in something, there has to be something in common. Not that I'm sure if it's really so, but the fact is its just things are just different. The visiting was there, the giving of mandarin oranges was there, the collecting of red packets was there, but things just seemed so distant. Nevertheless, I tried to live the day through as per normal, eating snacks and though I slept a 1 hour plus nap in the afternoon to keep myself from dozing off later on.
Haha Valentines Day today too. Nothing special for me I guess, not like I have someone to share with it. Just two nice "festivals" on a date and I end up feeling a bit sian LOL.
Anyway, this quote was given to me half a year ago. “不经历风雨，怎么见彩虹？”
I think this makes a lot of sense.
*Chinyee
- 12:10 AM ♠
-Friday, February 12, 2010-
Had cny concert and some other things. I guess I'm not really dead or hyped up about the performance hahah. okay I guessed. And it ended at 9.30am OMGG so early! Went to play a bit of soccer and walk around JC, which were having some CNY sales o.o Left for lan at 10am and played L4d2 hahah.
I had a hard time buying tickets cann!!! random ppl here and there ~ but still got enough in the end(:
Then met the Anglican High ppl and we ate lunch at Swensens or the food court. Quite pro lahh haha got 20 people in the end. Ate for relatively long and watched Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief.
Then went to play arcade, dinner outside Plaza Singapura, took a picture and homme(:
Haha quite fun luh I guess, and as usual the day just passed quickly. It's like 9.30am seemed so early and in the blink of an eye its 9.30pm. And actually we only ate lunch, watched movie, play arcade and eat dinner. Didn't seem like a lot for 12 hours but nevertheless had fun=) Also got to try Mindy's brownies and Pingshuang's cupcakes and cards from the 4 of them. Nice and meaningful lah heh.
Going to sleep soon..dam tired): and I just realised I have split personality on MSN LOL.
"You'll never see the rainbow if you're looking down". I'm not going to look down no matter how tough the challenge is.
*Chinyee
- 10:47 PM ♠
-Thursday, February 11, 2010-
Today was slack slack lessons till after assembly! After assembly had physics, math, and IHC. And our group got praised for our Physics PBL HAHA.
After school, did some cny cards and went to play soccer for 3 whole hours! I think I'm not bad as a goalkeeper LOL but nvm the point is to have fun!
Tomorrow's cny celebrations and BSC outing. Okay this week's a slack week HAHAH maybe that's why I'm happier((:
*Chinyee
- 9:49 PM ♠
-Tuesday, February 09, 2010-
No time to blog much, having homework to do now also lol. And I played soccer till quite late today so yea D:
*Chinyee
- 9:33 PM ♠
-Sunday, February 07, 2010-
Talked to Shen Yang about BSC. All the happy memories.
Talking in dorm.
Standing at the corridor to talk crap.
Scolding each other during bathing.
Junhao and Bohan in the snow.
Going the great wall and I carry all his stuff in my bag
Getting scolded by him when climbing the great wall for running off with his bottle
visiting different places
Bringing huge boxes of drinks and food from the canteen back.
Decorating our class for christmas.
Planning for christmas party.
dancing for christmas party.
Never wanting to leave my hands in the air to catch a cold.
Playing with the snow
Falling sick once(slight fever)
watching movie with my room mates.
Always going over to Room 12 to play card games.
Random thoughts. The list just goes on( and they're not in chronological order)
Also gossiped a bit haha.
However, I'm facing some trouble now... Don't really wish to share it. It just like suddenly hit me. Maybe next time when I feel like it bah.
It's already 11pm. Time to study for Chinese test and sleep. Tomorrow's Week 6. Jiayou everybody!
*Chinyee
- 10:42 PM ♠
-Friday, February 05, 2010-
Woke up with swollen eyes at 3am, dam scary lahh :O it's just like my eyes super super dryy. So I wet a small hankerchief, put it over my eyes and went back to sleep. Lucky it sort of got much better after a nap in the taxi(:
Had normal lessons, finally got to speak once during IHC lesson :D and understood more of chemistry. Literature was quite fun too :) and the school hours ended with a meeting with Mr. Su and a sharing of my life now o.o
Nevertheless these were rather slack lessons I guess haha.
Training was dam FUNN and memorable! heh. Had muster parade at 3.00pm, I had some minor mistake but I HOPED overall it was still okay. It's been some time since I shouted, so my voice is kind of hoarse now lol. Then we had Part Training, U check, did 160 pumpings:D and had drills, cheered, took and spam photos, and marched back. It ended kind of abruptly in the end but I guess we still had fun!
After that changed and go student lounge order McDelivery for 20+ ppl, play table tennis, pool, some played soccer lol, and all while blasting music with the speakers.
Lol might seem somewhat normal, but it's been some time since I enjoyed such times haha. Though I had to take taxi back to avoid being scolded by my mum for reaching back home late...
Okay, now it's time for 阅读心得 again :OO but to do well, we can't just expect to 不劳而获, so I guess I just have to do it and ultimately improve!
*Chinyee
- 10:26 PM ♠
-Thursday, February 04, 2010-
First of all the Math Test, which I mentioned already. Shan't talk about it.
Next, is homework. The homework I never do somehow just always get checked, and I, by accident absent-mindedly, forgot to hand up those I did.
Many tests next week.
Along with some other issues and things that I don't wish to mention.
It's many, many these kind of small things that when added up you just realise are all going against you. Initially, you might have felt very determined, to fight and persevere and tackle these problems one by one. Sometimes, before you finish handling one another comes, and you feel more of the "challenge". But when too many challenges come, some can handle it, but I can't I suppose, so I end up not tackling any problem at all. Or a nice way to say slack, except the latter with a negative connotation.
Thought about all this on the bus trip back home, then thought about moments when such troubles were momentarily forgotten.
Come to think of it, there were only that few scenerios.
The four-hour NCC trainings twice a week, that no matter how tough it was it was definitely a place for me to forget about all this. This is something I'll never forget, hopefully in a long, long time..
OB Sabah- 11 days of fun! No doubt(:
YoReCa- Meeting people of other schools for 4 days to learn about some form of resilience.
And of course,
BSC, where for a whole forty days I had none of such to remember. Yes, there was homework to do, but somehow the relaxed feeling just kicks in and you finish your work without such worries. Probably there is less pressure for me, so I tend to think less about this.
...This is no wonder why the feelings most hated is when such events end and everything comes back to you.
On a side note, I hope I'm not becoming too paranoid. It's just part of me to be a little over-sensitive I think, and that's not a good thing DDD: It's time to re-think whether such stuff should really be kept, because after all the cons is kind of starting to outweigh the pros.
What a random day to think about such random stuff :O
*Chinyee
- 7:18 PM ♠
-Wednesday, February 03, 2010-
Recently read a few people's blogs... not really unexpected lah but it's just like more and more people are being emo on their blogs.. Not going to comment whether it's a good or bad thing lah, but I guess people are treating their blogs as a place for more and more reflection!! The different sides of them are really unique I guess, it's like you will never expect the person you know, the person you see in school, to be ever like that. But at the same time, you don't carry any sense of doubt at all, for you know everyone has an emotional side to them.
Hence I guess when I read their blogs it just doesnt really shock me, but rather give me another opinion about themselves. I wonder why I'm not like that :O it's like the number of emotional posts I have aren't really near their amount LOL. Perhaps it's just I don't always have the habit of posting what I think up.. except occasionally when I really do have the time.
Whatever the case, (if you're reading), cheer up kay!! I know there's like lots of troubles and burden that has knocked on our doors and many many unknown upcoming. But sharing it with someone will help I guess..
Okay, that's it. This post isn't directed to anyone in particular lah LOL, just if you're reading and it applies to you then its mere coincidence(:
*Chinyee
- 9:57 PM ♠
-Tuesday, February 02, 2010-
Just read Shen Yang's blog, and felt a tince of emo-ness in every post D: somewhat really contrary to who he really is in school.. I mean yeah I know he does emo occasinally but it seems its like an everyday basis looking at his blog.. )): Hope he cheers up over time (: and go on with happy happy posts haha.
Today was a long day at school, as usual. The 3rd day dismissed after 4pm in 3 weeks. Wrote 作文..omg lah I think we're going to write something like this once a week because our o level higher chinese is coming. IHC, English, Recess, CSC, Physics.. everything seemed very normal. Occasionally I would still relate this to BSC, like exactly at this time what would I have been doing.
When it's lessons here, it was 课间操 in Beijing. When it was lessons in Beijing, it was recess here, and when its lessons here, its lunchtime in Beijing.
When school ends, it's time to go home here. When school ends there, it's time to slack and use comp and wait for dinner time in school.
When its 9.30pm its time to have reached home and slack, and bathe, and prepare to sleep. When it's 9.30pm here it's time to slack and chiong homework later on/do homework if we're hardworking.
At 11pm there it's a time to talk to your dormitory mates, to slack. At 11pm here, it's time to continue with your homework when you feel sleepy.
Such are just but the minor differences between the normal lifestyle in Singapore and Beijing, and I guess all that's possible in Beijing is really cos how close we are to our friends. Making a friend has really never been so easy. Just by staying in the same room as Zhi Rong and Shen Yang, I knew them well in one week. Just by going for fieldtrips together and slacking during study session together, I knew almost everyone in BSC.
Okay, it's time to stop thinking about such differences. Back to reality and the number of tests upcoming! Hopefully I have an improvement in MSG from last year, though a C6 isn't exactly a very good start)):
At least I still have NCC to look forward to hahah. Several things still can cheer me up and make me forget such troubles temporarily!:D
*Chinyee
- 6:52 PM ♠
-Monday, February 01, 2010-
New Year, New Start
shan't harp too much I guess, will only talk about the more significant events :D
7th December 2009- 16th January 2010
BSC must have been like one of the most fun things I've experience in HCI. Spending 40 days overseas alone is already something worth looking forward to, but the field trips, the time we slack in the classroom, the dormitory time etc. etc really helped to make it more memorable! I was in 翱翔class and I THINK in my honest opinion our class was the most bonded lol (Not relating anything to me being chairman). That really helped when we went for outings cos we somehow just gathered a liking to camwhore ><
Anyway, it might seem weird blogging 2 weeks after the event, but I guess it was really that memorable, to the point I can still remember it now. The pictures also helped to shape a vivid memory of the events that happened:)
BSC, in a way also let me see things in a different, different, unique light. I still remember myself pondering over the aim of studying last year. What was the point anyway? However, after BSC, I realised the primary objective of a student was to study. It was in essence the best way for us to prepare for our future. Even though what we study might not help in the end, but who knows? It might, and one can never really be in know of everything. Studying also helps us in gaining extra knowledge, so I guess I should just study and do my best this year. I don't want to waste 4 years of my high school not accomplishing anything...
24th January 2010
We had our first aoxiang outing! Quite fun lah haha thanks Mindy and Meiying for writing cards for me(: and Pingshuang for writing for me wayyy before my birthday back in BSC ((:[So don't feel sad okayy!] That was quite nice time spent I guess..
25th January 2010
Happy Birthday to me! I am officially 16 yrs old haha and I still ate a cake with my family haha.
29th January 2010
Thanks Part C'09/Part D'10 for surprising me with a birthday celebration! Honestly I thought the acting was super super real :D and I even got scammed by TY till the very end! Haha whatever the case is thanks for the apples and coffee cake! Really appreciated it.
1st February 2010
OMG my first math test, or first test of the year and I got C6 when i expected A2): guess shouldn't be too disappointed and instead work harder!
So that's all the important events that happened so far. I hope the next few ones is when I do well LOL and for cny perhaps(:
*Chinyee
- 6:48 PM ♠
