A lot of things just not going the way I want to recently.. Haiz I seem to always be harping on it.

First of all the Math Test, which I mentioned already. Shan't talk about it.
Next, is homework. The homework I never do somehow just always get checked, and I, by accident absent-mindedly, forgot to hand up those I did.
Many tests next week.

Along with some other issues and things that I don't wish to mention.

It's many, many these kind of small things that when added up you just realise are all going against you. Initially, you might have felt very determined, to fight and persevere and tackle these problems one by one. Sometimes, before you finish handling one another comes, and you feel more of the "challenge". But when too many challenges come, some can handle it, but I can't I suppose, so I end up not tackling any problem at all. Or a nice way to say slack, except the latter with a negative connotation.

Thought about all this on the bus trip back home, then thought about moments when such troubles were momentarily forgotten.

Come to think of it, there were only that few scenerios.

The four-hour NCC trainings twice a week, that no matter how tough it was it was definitely a place for me to forget about all this. This is something I'll never forget, hopefully in a long, long time..

OB Sabah- 11 days of fun! No doubt(:

YoReCa- Meeting people of other schools for 4 days to learn about some form of resilience.

And of course,
BSC, where for a whole forty days I had none of such to remember. Yes, there was homework to do, but somehow the relaxed feeling just kicks in and you finish your work without such worries. Probably there is less pressure for me, so I tend to think less about this.

...This is no wonder why the feelings most hated is when such events end and everything comes back to you.

On a side note, I hope I'm not becoming too paranoid. It's just part of me to be a little over-sensitive I think, and that's not a good thing DDD: It's time to re-think whether such stuff should really be kept, because after all the cons is kind of starting to outweigh the pros.

What a random day to think about such random stuff :O

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