Well initially this post is supposed to be about the week's events, including me oversleeping on my way home yesterday all the way to changi, means reaching home later when I wanted to go home earlier. However, today Zhonghui mentioned Tiet ho typing a long post, and well being curious I went to take a look, and I deleted my draft about the week's events. Maybe it's time to think about this issue too.

Well, undoubtedly Tiet Ho's right. While some words have been replaced by the word "fucked" in his post, the essential idea is still there - that life is indeed meaningless. Everyone in the world, much as people believe to lead different lives, at the end of the day are the same basic stage. Yong Xiang today also asked me, what is the meaning of life? To him, the meaning of life is to die, because it is only when before you die then you realise the true meaning of life. When one realises it halfway, it is not a real meaning because one has only gone through half of his life and so would not be able to give an accurate depiction.

Nevertheless, in view of all this the stand I prefer is to remain somewhat oblivious. I do not deny that perhaps this may be the thinking of a weaker person, that despite the fact there is no meaning to life, I choose to ignore it. But to me, I don't mind being the weaker person because, so what if at the end of the day, we find out that we are just fucked up? So what if at the end of the day, or rather even in the middle( like now) we realise that there's no meaning to life? If this is all one's mind is preoccupied about, then one will never lead a happy ( albeit temporary ) life.

I'm not claiming or stating anything about Tiet Ho's life ( because it's really a preference ) but to me I'd choose not do so. Take fame or love for example. In fame, there is a climax, and a pitfall. While it is undeniable that at the end of the day we are back to square one, working hard towards the climax is by far in my opinion the important part. If we all only think about "at the end of the day", we would undoubtedly be unable to experience any of these sorts of things. And again, even if these experiences are temporary, won't it be better to have it for awhile than none? What about love? The pleasure of liking someone and then at the end of the day break-up/marry is also in a sense a experience, although this time only longer. We all die in old age, but these moments are what that give us our feelings at certain point of time.

This is also why while I acknowledge all that Tiet Ho said, I choose to remain indifferent. Another thing I would like to mention also is the idea of complications. For one, I am not one who like to complicate things. I prefer to keep things simple (to a certain extent). The ideas Tiet Ho mentioned are in a sense a factor that is affecting any form of work that we do. This makes every aim and goal we have vague and ambiguous. For example, completing a piece of summary. When we work, we might not need these summary skills and in the end, we all just die, so why do it? But if we cancel out that factor, our aim would just be to "finish the summary". This is because we cannot predict the future and never know when it will come in handy. And these things come in handy not only for us to secure a job etc, but rather give us the experience that is unique to us.

In fact, all this actually point out to my ( I repeat, my ) basic principle which is to "if you can have it, why not?" If you can enjoy some moments of happiness at some point of time ( even if sadness peaks in when things do not go your way), why not? If you can enjoy a bit of excitement in life, why not? If you can get an experience that many people do not get, why not? Maybe, ignorance is bliss at certain points of times too.

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Okay, I know this isn't something everyone agrees upon I suppose, but I really feel that way. It's been some time since I've mentioned so much about something, I guess it really helps me to revise what has been going on.

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